Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Grudge


I know I can do nothing bout it now..
I know I have to somehow accept it.. even if my heart & my mind resent it..
someday.. one day.. just not now..

p/s: thanks to great friends who supported me.. especially you who always be by my side although we argue a lot.. I'm glad I have you guys... xoxo

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Keluarga Kalut!

pesanan penaja: aku akan banyak menggunakan loghat utara kali ni. Mintak maap kalau tak paham.. ;)

Weekend lepas kami sekeluarga (family belah mama) ada Family Day kat Pangkor buat julung kalinya..
Pagi² buta family aku dah kalut macam ribut bersiap..
Mama macam biasa-ketua! buat satu rumah jadi huru-hara!

Kami berimpit macam sardin dalam tin, naik Waja 7 orang sampai Tesco gara-gara gajiku tak cukup nak buh minyak viva. hua hua hua!
Jumpa Kak Yarn & Abg Sham so Zira dgn Hazim dapat tumpang depa. (cerdik masuk)
Selesai minum nescafe segelas, aku offer diri nak drive.. bukan apa, kesian kat abah..
Dari aku kecik sampai aku dah tua bangka camni, asyik abah jadi driver..
Sekali-sekala abah jadilah boss duduk belakang pulak..

Punyalah laju aku bawak.. tapi pasai ramai gila manusia kat jetty Lumut tu, kami sampai lambat gila! Sampai ja terus pelahap apa ada pasai semua dah kebuluq gila.. Licin makanan kat challet tu kami bedal, dahla sedap gila.. Oh ya, family aku ngan Kak Yarn paling lambat. Makcik sebelum Subuh dah bertolak. Yang lain² dari Penang, so depa papagi buta dah sampai sana..

Hari pertama tu (Jumaat) kami takdak aktiviti sangat. Cuma relax² ambik angin Pulau.
Malamnya, kami yang perempuan pakat bungkus hamper ramai² (persiapan utk sukaneka hari Sabtu). Macam biasa, makcik jadi kepala pasai dia paling creative. Family aku ni sejak azali kalau bersembang memang semua suara macam pakai mic. Masing-masing nak bercakap, takmau kalah. Yang syoknya, bole dengaq semua sekaligus! Nasib baik challet kami duduk tu sangatlah private. Tu pon suara masing² boleh dengaq sampai challet sebelah.. hahaha! adoilah! nak buat mcm mana, keturunan!

*alamak-ada kerja pulak. aku sambung nanti.. huhu

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

worthwhileness



p/s: when the dog bites, when the bee stings, i simply remember i have you and suddenly life don't seems so completely shit~

Wednesday, December 09, 2009

Love



Love is a BIG word..
honestly i don't understand.. What is Love?

as i remembered love is painful!
too painful till my heart can't bear no more..
coz i don't know how to not love someone wholeheartedly..
i don't know why i act differently when i love..
i dont' know why my actions are always be misinterpreted..

maybe.. just maybe right now at this moment, i'm scared..
i'm so afraid.. what if my heart being broken again..
i don't wanna feel the pain again..
i'm not Mulan.. i'm not strong...

p/s: i don't know how to empty my cup.. i seriously don't know how..

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

those magical things



there are magical things laying in this world we live..
it's up to all of us to believe it or not..
but i seriously believe in magic..
coz i know deep down that these things exist..

without magic life would be boring..
nothing is special..
no memories should remains..
everything will be just the same..

i live in magical world..
and you need to know and believe in those magical words in order to enter..
for that's the only key to unlock the door...

p/s: it's just one simple word, but it's magic!~

Monday, December 07, 2009

hominidae



They come they go and sometimes they come back..
But I'm waiting for The One who are willing to stay no matter what..

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

a drop of tears for a fake smile

life is a circle..
its started when I was a baby..
I cried wholeheartedly coz I don't know how to begin..
Then I crawled and get on top of the wheel..

Slowly I started walking.. but I don't know how so I fall..
I got up and climb the wheel back..
This time I already know the way..
But then I started to get excited so I started to run..
I fall flat!

It took me a while to get up and climb back the wheel..
I ran and I fall.. Few times!
So I learn.. it's better to just keep walking..

But I am just an ordinary human being..
I tend to get delirious and made the mistake again..
I ran again.. But this time it's so much fun!
So I thought I already know how..
Little did I know, I can get tired..

So now I'm exhausted.. Can't catch my breath..
I wanted to start walking back, but it's too late..
I fall! Big time!
It hurts! Demm hurt!
I need a moment.. or maybe an inspiration..
Just to climb back the wheel..

p/s: I need just a drop of tears for me to paint a fake smile~

Monday, November 30, 2009

Problems



As long as we are sane people, we will definitely have problems.
I have problems. Everybody has..
How do we differentiate the big problems and the small one?
How do we know A's problems are bigger than D's?

In my view, I think we won't..
Yes, we can never say A's problems are bigger than B's.
Because to me problems are very subjective..
Maybe that problems looks so small in our eyes, but not to the person who bears it..
As long as it is not ours, we can never judge how small or how big that problem is..

But the most important thing is actually not the problem itself, but how we handle it..
That's how I differentiate the size of my problems..
The harder for me to handle it, means the bigger the problem is..
But then, if I encounter the same problems many times, it will definitely getting smaller and smaller..

So I hope as I get older, I will become wiser..
I hope that I will handle my problems more easily although I was hoping that I will not encounter the same problems again and again.. :D

p/s: yerps.. post ini bukan untuk menceritakan masalah-masalah saye.. hehe

Friday, November 27, 2009

Repose


That's all I need right now..
I just want a day off. A day without mind. A day that I can think about nothing.
A day that I can fully repose. Can I? Should I?
I so need a holiday. A real vacation. Where I can smile sincerely, laugh wholeheartedly. Talk nonsensically.

I want to cry but I have no tears.
I want to scream but I have no voice.
The worst part is I don't even know why.
I don't even know what's my problems.
I am lost. So lost...

Thursday, November 26, 2009

I'm sorry...



I would like to apologize..
For all the things I've said and done..
For when I were moody and being sarcastic..
For my annoyingly talkative habit..
For asking so much ridiculous questions..
For all the complaints and nagging..
For all the stupid mumblings..
For being so stubborn..
For not being on time..
For giving false hope..
For all the lies..
And for every wrongdoings whether realizing it or not..
I am so so so sorry..

~Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Qurban~

p/s: Ya Allah.. I am just your humble worshiper. Please forgive me...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Shit Happens!

I really really really hate that phrase! But then I have to admit that it is true. Shit happens!
Whether we like it or not. Obviously we don't like it.
Last night our beloved Nissan Sunny (KV9916) has been stolen at Subang airport a.k.a Skypark.
That car has given us so much memories since we were in Langkawi until now.
Can't believe someone could stole that old car!

What makes it worst is all the most precious and valuable things that I put in that car.
My degree certificate and all other certs in my files.
And the first thing that crossed my mind last night was Kebau and Imy's albums!!!
Damn, I almost fainted last night!
Kebau asked me to take care of the albums like my own life, and now I hope he will kill me!
I never expected this to happened..

Thousands of apologized won't bring the photos back! I know that fact!
I know how much they love that photos.. The memories.. I know!
It hurts me damn badly and I can't even imagine their feelings..
I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry..............

And my dad loves that car so much!!!
I love that car so much!

p/s: i have hope.. I believe we can find it back! Amiiin...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Kawan


Aku ada kawan. Semua orang ada kawan..
Ada sorang kawan aku cakap.. Err, aku anggap dia kawan aku tapi dia kata kita perlu mengambil masa 4 tahun untuk menjadikan seseorang tu kawan kita, sebelum tu, kenalan..

Ya.. istilah yang berbeza, maksud mungkin sama.. Pada aku, kenalan adalah orang yang kita hanya tahu nama dan bertegur bila terjumpa saja.. Berurusan bila perlu sahaja. Kawan pulak adalah orang yang kita ada no phone, keluar melepak bersama, dan kekal berhubung.
Dan di antara kawan-kawan ada sahabat. Yang pernah susah dan senang bersama. Berkongsi masalah dan rahsia bersama. Bergembira bersama. Menangis bersama. Bagi aku masa bukan menjadi ukuran. Ada orang yang memerlukan bertahun-tahun untuk menjadi sahabat kita.. Ada pulak yang hanya beberapa hari saja.. Semuanya bergantung pada keadaan..

Dalam ramai-ramai kenalan, kawan dan sahabat aku, ada seorang insan yang aku anggap sahabat baik aku.. Dia memang terlalu mengenali aku luaran dan dalaman.. Walaupon kami jarang sangat berjumpa, tapi dia sentiasa tahu isi hati aku, tak perlu aku bercerita panjang..
Aku harap persahabatan kami akan kekal selama-lamanya..

Apa-apa pon aku hargai setiap insan yang aku kenal di dunia ni.. Bagi aku kenalan, kawan dan sahabat adalah rezeki..

p/s: takda manusia yang boleh hidup sendirian~

Monday, November 23, 2009

Hollyday

I just love the idea of holiday and vacation..
I want to travel around the world..
I want to do all the stupid things on that trip..
I want to try all the weird activities..

someone told me that I need to get out of the box..
I never even see the box..
But I believe him.. Because his thinking is so different and interesting..
Maybe he is out of his box already..
So, why should I object when I know just some little things and I can see that he knows so many..

I need to learn a lot..
There are so much that I don't know..
So many that I have to know..
Saya memang budak baru belajar!

So................
please please please dear God..
Let me have some time and money to travel..
Coz I believe your world is still big for me for I want to go and explore it..
Thank you!


first sekali nak gi sini!

p/s: i'm praying hard!

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Quill Pen & Ink

Why do i named my blog 'Quill Pen & Ink'?
I created this blog merely to express my feelings if not to others just for myself..
I am a person with thousands of feelings.. Thousands of characters..
I can write with thousands different kind of handwriting..

A wise person said that we can defined one character by their handwriting..
But I have so many different hand writings. I can copy other's too and sometimes use it until I found other style..
So how can u say u know my hand writing so well while I don't even know which one is really mine?

Lately my life is jumbling.. Although I'm tired and sometimes got hurt, still I really enjoy this moment of life.. I'm learning and I'll keep on collecting everything along the way.. If it's bad for me, I'll throw it away.. maybe other people will take it if it suits them..
Coz I believe sometimes what is good for me, can be bad for others and vise versa. We are human.. We are different..

I hope life can be simpler but it won't be interesting anymore right?
We love people to smile at us but how can we know that smile is so good if we never see tears?
How would we enjoy laughter if we never been crying?
Why should we appreciate praise if we never been scolded?

Yes, life is colorful.. Writing about life feels so wonderful.. I will keep on writing with my quill.. About me.. about my life..

p/s: Life is wonderful because death exist~

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

dua kosong kosong

Yer, aku dah janji ngan korang takkan tulis pasal ni..
Tapi... takkan korang percaya ngan janji-janji manis aku tu kot!?
Hahahahaha! Memang sah-sah i'll cross my fingers! :P
Dahla korang taknak selamatkan aku, ada hati suruh aku berjanji.. bluek!

Spontaneous. Unplanned. I loike!
Lepas 5 tahun akhirnya hajat aku tercapai gak! Thanks to my partners in crime (sedih sbb tak cukup lengkap).
Tapi memang enjoy. Hopefully next time semua dapat join.. Biar meriah!

As people said, pictures tell a thousand words. So daripada aku tulis seribu perkataan yang berkemungkinan akan membuatkan reputasi sesetengah pihak terjatuh (hahaha! tiru ayat syaza).. Baik aku letak gambor-gambor je kat sini kan..
Walaupon tak banyak. Kate tak dirancang, mmg hasilnya camera handphone je ler.. Tu pon nasib baik ade..


kabus ribut


next trip gua paksa semua naik tu!


finela.. I jump! sob sob


sori, kaco daun ye kecik. hahaha!


mmg up shiyal!

p/s: okay next...!!!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

no answer



I met him unplanned. We get along well. We become closer and ended up becoming good friends.
We can talk about everything. Funny things, serious things, emotional things, even some weird things. No pretending. Nothing to hide. Nothing to be scared of. I can truly be myself with him.
No one can ever comfort me as good as him. Because he has a very different way.
He didn't use all the sweet and comforting words, but I realized that his way is the best way to make me feel safe. And I believe he doesn't even realized it coz he never pretend.
Sometimes when I feel unsafe and insecure, all I have to do is just imagine what will he say to me if I talk to him, and just by doing that I can already smile.
Unintentionally I fall for him. Maybe this is wrong, or maybe it has been written. I have no answer for that. Maybe this is just temporary and maybe it will last forever.
All I can do is just enjoying this moment for as long as I can. Coz if he is just a dream, I wish I will never wake up...
But in the end, I am not Princess Jasmine but I do hope that he is my Aladdin.

p/s: cerminku retak seribu~

pss: ni post ke 100.. hurm~

Monday, October 26, 2009

Those Were The Days



My photo editing skill is not as good as kecik nowadays.
Yeah, Kecik gua salute lu babe. Gua kenal lu drp tak reti langsung photoshop, skang gambar-gambar lu memang powww!

Anyway, this is the result of missing my good old days. I miss my partners in crime so much and i wish i can turn back time and freeze it a little bit longer.
Not that i am not happy today, but those days were really great and they are all truly are my friends who i will remember and love till my last breath. I will never forget all the jokes and sweet moments with you guys.. (walaupon biasanya asyik kene bahan je) :P

Words can't describe how much I love all of you. All I can say is I thank God so much for giving me such wonderful and colorful friends! I know deeply that all of you will stay in my heart and my mind forever and I believe we will stay friends till eternity..

p/s: gua sayang dan rindu bangat sama lu orang wey!

Monday, October 19, 2009

Unbelievable

I experienced something really weird this weekend.
It was so unbelievable till i thought it was merely a dream.
Honestly it was a great experience although i'm not proud with it and not thinking of repeating it.
But in life we have to learn by experiencing things right!?

A good friend of mine told me that I have so much things to learn.
Just go with it, and learn from it.
I guess he was demm right!

It was nice to remember but I have to forget it.
Can't believe that I take it so easily right now.
Can't even believe I was in that situation and at this moment I just want to let it be.

p/s: I know i can't forget it. The least I can do is not sharing it with others, so I will have no one to remind me about it..

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Work

Sekarang aku dah kerja.. today is my 5th day at this beautiful office..
Yes, opisku sungguh chantek! Aku dah jatuh hati masa first time aku datang dulu..
So skang aku dah start bekerja di sini..
Perasaan : sangat happy

Tapi biasalah production house keje memang banyak takyah cite ar kan..
Tapi takpe, disebabkan opis ni cun gile dan orang-orang di dalamnya juga best, jadi aku takdehal.. okay je laaa...

Owh lupe, aku keje kat Bsync Productions (yea, btol! Bising! Sesuai sekali dgn watakku. haha!). So kalau ade sesape nak buat event ke nak buat recording ke dan sewaktu dengannya, jangan segan silu, bole msg aku.. hehehe (gile promote).

And right now, jam menunjukkan pukul 7.15ptg. Aku masih di mejaku di tingkat 3 opisku ini.
Pemandangan di luar sungguh indah.. Bole nampak The Gardens dari tingkap sebelah aku ni. Huhu.. Skang aku tgh berehat sebentar bersama-sama kit kat. Sikit lagi nak sambung buat design backdrop..

Keadaan semakin gelap di luar. Dan yang pasti, aku memang setiap hari pulang di kala matahari sudah beradu.. huhu.. Takpe, demi masa depan, aku akan bekerja keras (nak pi Krabi next year! kene kumpul duit! hahaha!?)..

Baiklah.. setakat ini dahulu celotehku (wahahaha! gilelar ayat!!!). Aku mahu menyambung mengadap designku yang masih tak ke mana-mana.. Sehingga bertemu lagi dalam rancangan... De ku kesah!? (hehe. sorry saye tau nama rancangan tu saye tiru. Tapi.. de ku kesah!? wahahaha!!!) Tata titi tutu.. :P

p/s: akhirnya aku bekerjaya! wuuhuuu!

Monday, October 05, 2009

Partners in Crime

Yeah, yesterday we finally met!
i haven't seen Bona since forever. Missed her and the others so much.
Yesterday morning, Bona suddenly sms me telling that she has Mas's interview at KJ. So at 11ish
i went to pick her up. We picked up Diyana at Taman Tun and went to Curve to have lunch. Arm and Kecik joined us later on.

After lunch we were thinking on watching movie, tapi takde citer menarik la plak.. Then arm gave a shocking idea. Idea tu takdela shocking sangat, tapi sbb Arm yg kasi dia jadi gile mengejutkan ar.. Hahahaha! For RM30 we made a fool of ourself for 2 hours in 'karaoke jamban' at e @ curve. It was damn fun son!


*gambar

After that we went to teh tarik place. Borak, bahan.. citer mengarut-ngarut like last time. Damn, i really missed those 'terminal days'. But it doesn't feel perfectly right coz Qaha was not with us. We called him, and he was busy shopping dia nye barang-barang tunang! (Hah! Qaha nak bertunang dah! gile tak caya wey!!! papahal congrats bro. Kecik sure nangis guling-guling pasni. hahaha!)

Then Qaha invited us to go to his house. Yeay!
Kiterang naik satu kete je. Kete Arm siyot! Weehuu! Dalam kete mengarut lagi.
Qaha's house was super gorgeous! Last time i went there, tak siap renovate lagi. Ni dah siap, gile cun! Pastu rasa mcm kiterang sume dah dewasa gile borak kat hall.. hahaha! Mak dia plak sangat sporting as usual.. Aswaq and Alan were there too..

And takkan lengkapla perjalanan hari kami kalau takde sesi photography kan.. Cuma this time takdela beria sangat sbb respect ar mak Qaha ada. Tak senonoh sangat kalau nak lompat2 kan..

*gambar

Masa dalam kete sosorang lepas kiterang semua membawa haluan masing-masing, aku dapat satu sms yg berbunyik:
'Best la lepak hari nie. Tak tau apsal. Haha.'

Aku agak tergamam membaca msg itu coz it came from KECIK!! Muahahahaha! adoiyai, tetibe jadi jiwang mamat ni kan! Tapi aku bersetuju ar. Mmg best gile! Coz it's been too long, and i guess everyone pon rindu zaman cyber kan!!! (dah jangan nak buat tak ngaku, simpan ego tu semua! :P)

p/s: kite kene lepak selalu wey! pusing lighter seround!?
pss: mana la gambar ni diyana oiii.. jinggut den nunggu hah!

Friday, October 02, 2009

Labu

I wish i can show u how we describe this particular vehicle (by using my hands) when we talked about it last time :)
Yeah, we've been talking about this vehicle for years. Actually bukan takat bercerita pasal kenderaan ni je, malah we were planning to find it and rent it for a road trip.
Malangnya plan tu terkubur di situ saja bila kami semua dah grad. I wish, yes i really really wish that one day we can go for a road trip like we planned, my dearest friends.
(oh syahdunye. tetibe rindu gile teramat kat korang* semua).

Okay, anyway..
I got to ride that vehicle!!! hahahahaha! jangan jeles eh korang!
Dan inilah buktinya..


Kombi! kami panggil Labu dulu (diyana punye miniature)

erk, tertiru pose syiera :P


duk dalam, okay. dan dia jalan! hehe

Akhirnya dapat gak aku naik Labu. hip hip hooreay!
That was Fun!
Lepak with them also fun! They are funny and very entertaining!
We were lepaking at Lepaq. The card game was hilarious! really laugh my ass off. haha!
Thanks for making me laugh with all the actions and jokes (walaupon ade setengah tu tak paham, tp belasah je gelak gak! haha)
Hope we can hang out again sometimes. :D


korang* diyana, bona, arm, qaha, kecik, gump, kak nad, syiera, nea & dause.
Sumpah rindu giler kat korang wey! jomla lepaking!


p/s: Hopefully dapat naik kete ni lagi and jalan jauh sikit. hehehe

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Random Open house

I reached home from kg at 6am on Saturday morning. since i was away from cyber world for a week so i didn't sleep right away but i chose to torture my eyes and my body by online. hehehe. Suddenly at 11.30am Naem msg me (ym) and invited me to go to Maikel's open house. And I don't know why, i accepted it (gile concept spontaneous berani mati punyer!). I warned Naem to never leave me alone so many times since I was shy (terkejut tak!?), and coz i don't know anyone there accept for him and Maikel. (in fact aku baru je plak tu kenal derang berdua ni. Pernah jumpe sekali je, and masa tu takde borak sgt pon sbb tgh discuss keje ngan aziz)

And after berkelam-kelibut unpack all my things from the car (which super duper banyak coz mama bagi kat kami barang-barang dia sekali T_T), I immediately went to PJ to pick up Naem. Dugaan agak besar utk tiba ke rumah terbuka itu. Some of the friends came late, some got lost on the way, some have to find toilet.. (-_-")
but it was fun! I really enjoy the moment looking at Naem's hungry face. hahaha!

When we were there, suddenly I became the rare me!
I didn't speak!!! can u believe that?! huhuhuhu. seriously people, i talk a lot but only with friends, not with people that I don't know yet. So some people may think that I am a quiet person. Tapi pabila mereka menjadi kawanku mereka akan menyesal berfikir begitu T_T


inilah hasilnya! kelakuan bersopan santun. (-_-")


salam perkenalan semuanya! :)

And after that I was supposed to go home already when suddenly Maikel ran away from his house to follow Naem to other friend's open house (perangai siyot) and invited me to go along. I was already a little bit blurry as the result of staying up after driving from Penang, so I can't think straight and honestly I think they were fun to hang out with, so I said yes! :D

So this is the second house we went:


saye follow mereka inilah! eh, mana my hubby?


with tuan rumah (Nana)

The food was awesome in both houses, and they were also very friendly. So as much as I felt shy, i still have fun and enjoy the day so much!
erk, mcm dah nak penutup story plak..

Actually, after Nana's house, we went to another house (which i also don't know the owner :P). So concept hari itu ialah spontaneous dan follow sajelah! hehehe.
It was already at night and seriously despite my all-the-time-smiling face that i potrait, my body has already shaking and my head was spinning sometimes.
I was covering it from them but I think Maikel noticed it, so he asked me to go home to get some sleep. (ke sebenarnye dia halau aku weh? huhu)

Hurm... papahal that day was awesome! Random and spontaneous (dah 3 kali kuar perkataan ni). Really hope that we can hang out again sometimes. Thanks to them all especially to Maikel and Naem for not leaving me alone and entertained me all the way. Thank you so much! I had fun!

p/s: ni crita hari sabtu, hari ahad aku kasi sambung later. ngantuk dah. babai


Sunday


I woke up early to go to my uncle's open house at Sepang. They just got back from Japan. (celebrate raya kat jepun. jeles.)
As expected, it was fun! I love them all. Okay, nothing more to say.

nanti dah dpt gambar aku letak*

After that we went to my friend's house. He was my classmate back in 1995 (sekolah rendah tu). He was also my neighbor. So his parents is my parents' friend. Basically they work together at Langkawi's airport. I haven't seen him for about a year, and he's already married (yg bestnye, dia kawen ngan adik ex aku. waaah kecilnya dunia! T_T) His mom is sick. It's sad to see the person i knew in that condition. I'll pray for her to get better. Amiiin.

At night we went to my other friend's house pulak. perhubungan kami sama la lebey kurang mcm ngan kawan aku yg tadi tu. We were all staying at airport quarters Langkawi last time. So, quarters confirm ar parents kawan-kawan dan anak-anak pon berkawan juga kan. hehe.

this is the best thing about raya. kite dapat berjumpa kembali rakan-rakan lama.
i know that we can meet each other even bukan time raya pon kan. but then, thats our culture. raya je gi jalan umah org! ok ape kan. drp tak jumpe langsung. hehe

p/s: hari raya hari yang mulia~

Saturday, September 26, 2009

4 tahun sekali


depa kata tema baju raya aku thn ni ikut color sawah padi
(-_-")



yerps, only once in 4 years my parents dapat cuti raya. so this year memang beraya sakan tak ingat dunia punya! cuti sampai seminggu. er, more actually. kami balik kg last friday and just reached home this morning.

owh, let me tell you bout that friday. (friday yg lagi 2 hari nak raya tu la)
kampung kami kat sungai bakau, nibong tebal. sempadan penang dan perak.
(utk pengetahun rakan-rakan yg mengenali diri ini, itu sajalah kg yg aku ada skang. so kalau aku cakap aku nak balik kg, maknanya kat situ lah! bukan kedah dan mmg definitely bukan langkawi okay. owh one more thing, kg aku kat seberang perai selatan, bukan dalam island. mengambil masa hampir sejam nak masuk island. so tak payahla pesan dvd mahupon buah pala, sbb seingat aku, mmg rare sungguh nak sampai ke dalam pulau tu kalau aku blk kg. (-_-)

okay berbalik pada friday. this year kami balik kg 2 kereta. dah takleh buat perangai naik waja 7 org. tak muat dah. so aku ngan zira balik sendiri naik kereta comel yg kami duk berebut tu. dan lan tumpang kami sbb dia lupa nak beli tiket bas. T_T
so, normally it took us around 4 hours utk sampai ke kg. tapi pada hari jumaat yg bahagia itu, kami mengambil masa almost 12 hours utk tiba di umah tokwan. (tapi itu termasuk shopping barang persiapan raya kat bandar baru parit buntar selama lebih kurang 2 jam. hehe) jalan jam giler, ala-ala macam new year kat area klcc. bila aku pikir-pikir rasa hairan macam mana manusia yg ramai-ramai balik kg ni bole muat duduk kat KL yg hanya satu dot dalam map malaysia tu. amazing kan!?

so raya tahun ni memang meriah. coz it's been too long since i saw my cousins. semuanya dah besar panjang. kalau jumpa kat tepi jalan mmg aku tak tegur sbb tak kenal langsung muka sorang-sorang. ada yg dah kahwin, in fact ada yg anak dah besar pon. (aduh, aku jugak yg menyingle) T_T

and too bad my camera still kat kedai. aku nak gi mengamuk kat kedai ni, dah 'setahun' (literally okay, bukan exaggerate) service camera tu tak siap-siap lagi. gila ke!?
so here are few chosen pictures taken using my sister's phone. :D


overtime di malam raya


tokwan & tok di pagi syawal


rumah dikelilingi pokok beras

p/s: sampai je umah pagi ni ada hadiah istimewa di depan umah. pokok pelam mama tumbang kat porch (-_-")

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Salam Lebaran



Of all my sins, hearts I hurt, or things I said.
Your forgiveness I ask on this day.
And humbly Yours forever I stay.
Selamat Hari Raya to all.
Maaf Zahir dan Batin.



p/s: esok dah nak balik kg. takut tak sempat nak wish, so i post this today. :)

Monday, September 14, 2009

cybertrons

September 11th 2009

after a very very looooong discussion and argumentation, at last we ended up breaking fast at Itallianies Sunway, which was actually the first idea. The thread was such a drama. There were so many suggestions and objections. But that was fun though.

11 of us finally made it. The food was okay but the night was really awesome.


so excited when i saw this! called diyana right away!


we were the first to arrived so we placed the order


while waiting for the 'azan' and also the others


11 of us!


bila dah kenyang...


a r o u n d t h e w o r l d ! we got it!


the bill and the treasurers


arm, gump, feeda, elin, anan, aswaq, qaha, kecik
dause, diyana, jaq

if you think the night has ended here, u are wrong!
although it's quite hard for us to make the decision (we love to argue!), but we will never end it just like that. so what's next?


B o w l i n g !
i will not upload other pics coz it was so embarrassing. :P


Another argument came afterward...


but i had fun with diyana. hehe

finally we decided. so here is the final destination


darussalam ss15


ops! wrong again. that was not the last place. but there were no pic of the last place we went.
this is the last pic of that night...


have u seen this? designed by diyana & diana.
hahaha! (poyo giler)


p/s: see you guys after raya! xoxo