Monday, December 12, 2011

Big Fat Cheech

Let me introduce you to someone close to my heart...

he's a Big Fat Cat living in a studio called
Bsync Productions..

Being a supervisor, he stalks me a lot!

Meet Mohd Cheech..! :D

most of the time, he just spend his days..
snorring heavily...~ pfft
dia makan 'Fussie Cat' 2 kali sehari..

p/s: Cheech pernah hilang 3 hari sebab merajuk food dia abis.. :(

Monday, November 21, 2011

Landasan Durian

Sape yang tahu kat Ulu Bernam ada airport?
Dan sape yang pernah jumpe airport di dusun durian?
Pernah tengok kapal terbang parking di bawah pokok durian??
Aku dah pergi, tengok dan ambil gambar.. hehehe... ^_^

A weekend getaway with my family and beloved areyang..
Thank you so much to Kapten OpsIterForgotHisName (nanti aku tanya abah) for inviting us to visit this amazing land of his..

A peaceful place located in the middle of palm oil plantation, at the border of Selangor and Perak, it took us about one and a half hour drive from Shah Alam..

This airfield can accomodate a few private airplanes.
They also provide flying lesson (I so gonna learn how to fly!!)

Owh, did I mention that this land is also a Dusun Durian?? Heaven..!

The best part about this place is, there's a few challets should anyone interested in spending a night or two here!
What a sweet holiday...~

p/s: I'll be back.. with equipments.. ^_^

Friday, November 11, 2011

the Most Important thing

Salah: Life’s Forgotten Purpose

Man has taken many journeys throughout time. But there is one journey that nobody has ever taken.

Nobody—except one.

On a vehicle no man has ever ridden, through a path no soul has ever seen. To a place no creation has ever before set foot. It was the journey of one man to meet the Divine. It was the journey of Muhammad ﷺ, prophet of God, to the highest heaven.

It was al Israa wal Miraaj (the magnificent journey).

On that journey Allah took his beloved prophet ﷺ to the seventh heaven—a place not even angel Gibreel could enter. In the Prophet’s mission on earth, every instruction, every commandment was sent down through angel Gibreel. But, there was one commandment that was not. There was one commandment so important, that rather than sending angel Gibreel down with it, Allah brought the Prophet ﷺ up to Himself.

That commandment was salah (prayer). When the Prophet ﷺ was first given the command to pray, it was to be fifty times in a day. After asking Allah to make it easier, the commandment was eventually reduced to five times a day, with the reward of the fifty.

Reflecting upon this incident scholars have explained that the process of going from fifty to five was a deliberate one, intended to teach us the true place salah should hold in our lives. Imagine for a moment actually praying fifty times a day. Would we be able to do anything else but pray? No. And that’s the point. What greater way than that to illustrate our life’s true purpose? As if to say, salah is our real life; all the rest that we fill our day with…just motions.

And yet, we live as if it’s exactly the opposite. Salah is something we squeeze into our day, when we find time—if that. Our ‘lives’ don’t revolve around salah. Salah revolves around our ‘lives.’ If we’re in class, salah is an afterthought. If we’re at the mall, the Macy’s sale is more urgent. Something is seriously wrong when we put aside the very purpose of our existence in order to watch a basketball game.

And that is for those who even pray at all. There are those who have not only put aside their life’s purpose, they have abandoned it completely. What we often don’t realize about the abandonment of salah is this: No scholar has ever held the opinion that committing zina(fornication) makes you a disbeliever. No scholar has ever held the opinion that stealing, drinking or taking drugs makes you a disbeliever. No scholar has even claimed that murder makes you a non-Muslim. But, about salah, some scholars have said he who abandons it, is no longer Muslim. This is said based on ahadith such as this one: “The covenant between us and them is prayer, so if anyone abandons it, he has become a disbeliever.” [Ahmad]

Imagine an act so egregious that the Prophet ﷺ would speak about it is such a way. Consider for a moment what satan did wrong. He didn’t refuse to believe in Allah. He refused to make one sajdah. Just one. Imagine all the sajdahs we refuse to make.

Consider the seriousness of such a refusal. And yet, think how lightly we take the matter ofsalah. Salah is the first thing we will be asked about on the Day of Judgment, and yet it is the last thing that is on our mind. The Prophet ﷺ said: “The first thing which will be judged among a man’s deeds on the Day of Resurrection is the Prayer. If this is in good order then he will succeed and prosper but if it is defective then he will fail and will be a loser.” [Tirmidhi]

On that Day, the people of paradise will ask those who have entered Hell-fire, why they have entered it. And the Qur’an tells us exactly what their first response will be: ”What led you into Hell Fire? They will say: ‘We were not of those who prayed.’” (Qur’an, 74:42-43)

How many of us will be among those who say “we were not of those who prayed, or we were not of those who prayed on time, or we were not of those who made prayer any priority in our lives?” Why is it that if we’re in class or at work or fast asleep at the time of fajr and we need to use the restroom, we make time for that? In fact, the question almost sounds absurd. We don’t even consider it an option not to. And even if we were taking the most important exam of our lives, when we need to go, we will go. Why? Because the potentially mortifying consequences of not going, makes it a non-option.

There are many people who say they don’t have time to pray at work or school, or while they’re out. But how many have ever said they don’t have time to go to the bathroom, so while out, at work or school have opted instead to just wear Depends? How many of us just don’t feel like waking up at Fajr time if we need to use the bathroom, and choose instead to wet our bed? The truth is we’ll get out of bed, or leave class, or stop work, to use the bathroom, but not to pray.

It sounds comical, but the truth is we put the needs of our body above the needs of our soul. We feed our bodies, because if we didn’t, we’d die. But so many of us starve our souls, forgetting that if we are not praying our soul is dead. And ironically, the body that we tend to is only temporary, while the soul that we neglect is eternal.

taken from

Qur'an 7:158 Surah Al-A'raf
Say (O Muhammad): "O men! I am sent unto you all as the apostle of Allah to Whom belongeth the dominion of the heavens and the earth: there is no god but He: it is He that giveth both life and death. So believe in Allah and His apostle the unlettered Prophet who believed in Allah and His words: follow him that (so) ye may be guided."

p/s: Because I'm human.. I am forgetful...

Friday, October 28, 2011

Kali yg ke-Dua

I've been wondering whether or not I deserve a second chance.
After what I've done.. Too proud to even admit my mistake & apologize truly..
As time pass by, I realized that I will not be getting any..
After 2 long years, I accepted that it's already become history, past tense..
No turning back, no second chance...

And then... it happen... God finally answer my prayer..
It may not be fully the same but it's better, as I always wanted..
Thank you Ya Allah.. You are indeed the most merciful...
And this time I won't loose it again..
I won't make room for unforgivable mistake..

Thank you so much for loving me..
For accepting me the way I am, an imperfect human being..
I'm sorry to say that you sometimes remind me of him..
I believe, you are my second chance..
And I'm glad I made a mistake the first time...
For it shaped me the way I am today and leads me to you...

p/s: good things happen when we least expected it.. just be patient...

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

The Way

Don't treat me like a maid..
For I will hate your voice over..

Don't treat me like a mother..
For you will hate my voice over and over..

Don't treat me like a daughter..
For you will have to listen to me no matter..

Don't treat me like a sister..
For I will not listen to you forever..

Treat me as Your Other..
Or you may call it Lover..
For we will always understand each other..

p/s: DM.. ;)

Thursday, September 08, 2011


I was ordered to go to the show on a very last minute basis (as usual).
It was bored at first (pasal takde keje)..
Sat behind me boss and watch him working.. Suddenly a guy in army pants with covered face walked in front of me.. And my heart melt immediately.. :P

He wanted to use me mac suddenly, and I let him be.. we didn't talk to each other at all..

After show, he suddenly asked me "nak balik dah? bile nak jumpe lagi?" and I remembered answering "bile ada show lagi.." huhu.. *blushed*

As I was driving back, I can't keep him off my head.. Smiling all the way.. haha!
And at one point, I was screaming so loud in my car "Ya Allah! Aku nak dia..!!!" alone of course..
haha LOL!

I didn't know his name, I forgot his company name, I know nothing about this guy..
For a few weeks... there's no sign of him at all, we got no show and truthfully I have lost ways to find him..
I thought we will never see each other again...

God's will...

we met again.. at my studio.. this time we get to know each other...

Today... he call me sayang... the end.

p/s: i think i deserve a beautiful thing...~
pss: Sore - 7/7/11 - Bentley Music

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Eid 1432

p/s: May all sins be forgiven, as all mistakes learnt.. May a year older be a year wiser.. Happy Eid-Mubarak 1432 to all Muslims all over the world.. Untuk semua yg mengenali, maaf zahir batin...~

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Jumpe Lagi..?

I think i'm used to difficult makes easy seems a little unrealistic.
Sometimes I used to fail, success just feels unacceptable.

Pray.. Believe.. Accept...

p/s: Dear God, i am grateful for every prayer you granted... YOU ARE.. the most merciful!

Monday, August 01, 2011


Al-Qadr (Power, Fate)

Translation of the Qur'an, Surah 97:

YUSUFALI: We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the Night of Power:
YUSUFALI: And what will explain to thee what the night of power is?
YUSUFALI: The Night of Power is better than a thousand months.
YUSUFALI: Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by Allah's permission, on every errand:
YUSUFALI: Peace!...This until the rise of morn!

p/s: Sodakallahul'azim...

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Ahlan wa-Sahlan

Ahlan wa-sahlan Ya Ramadhan..

P/s: For the first time in my entire life, I won't be able to start fasting on the 1st of Ramadhan.

I would like to express my gratitude..
For every prayers granted.. syukur Alhamdulillah...
I planned my life, I work for it.. But Allah knows better.
He took away what I wanted, but He gave me what I needed..
For that, thank you Ya Allah.. for I am just your creation...
I made mistakes...

Hope Ramadhan will bring me closer to You... Amiiiiin~

Sunday, July 03, 2011

Life is Live

"Stop acting as if life is a rehearsal.
Live this day as if it were your last.
The past is over and gone.
The future is not guaranteed."

p/s: sabar.. maka tidak mengalah...

Monday, June 06, 2011

Sunday, June 05, 2011

Thursday, June 02, 2011



Sometimes it's just easier when I leave it all to Him.
Have an empty mind and just ask Him to show the way.
Go with the flow like people always say..

Hurtful is poison to give meaning to cure..
Then comes happiness as medicine and saviour..

Doubtful is just an antivirus to prevent total dissapointment..
With gratitude there's always rewards and satisfaction..
In the end of the day, nothing is bad if it comes from Him..

Syukur.. Alhamdulillah...

p/s: once again... I need You...

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Music Industry

Music industry in Malaysia can grow!

But first, Malaysian need to understand that a concert is not just about the artiste and glamour.
It's a professional industry where we have musicians, sound engineers, lighting designer, stage manager, and crew(s) whom are the backbone of a show and they work really hard (most of the time even harder than the artiste) in order to make sure the concert went well... These people are really really super important and if they are not good, no matter how great and talented the artiste is, there will never be a good show. Trust me!

I think it's time for the media to educate Malaysian if we want this industry to grow better and faster. We should learn from Western on this if we want to have the same quality show as theirs.
It can be done. All we need to do is stop the stupid condemn and work hard to improve.

p/s: seriously.. Malaysia Boleh! (when all malaysian believe)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Tuesday, March 01, 2011


February is over..
Happy belated birthday to you..

Whenever I lack of idea, I will think of him..
How ungrateful I was, not to appreciate the one person who always fed me with great ideas..
It's been so long..
Yet I still can't forget...
The way he squeezed his brain and stayed by my side whenever I need..
Ditch everything else just to make sure I finish my work..
Gave me strength every time I cried..
Days and nights, he helped me unconditionally..

Thank you a million... I will never ever forget your kindness and sincerity..

I don't know until when I'll be asking your forgiveness..
I totally understand if you hate me and can't forgive me..
But I really want you to know that I am truly deeply sorry...

p/s: Men are bastards.. You are certainly not one of them...

Monday, January 31, 2011

Eat Pray Love

I love to watch movies, but not many of it really caught my attention.
This is one of the movies that caught me.
I watched it over and over again almost every late night last week.

I asked some friends about this movie and it surprised me that most of them said it's kinda boring and slow.
Not many good reviews that I got.
I come to understand that some stories are meant only for some people, and I am one of them in this case.

I can really relate with Liz's live.
All these while, I believe what she believe.
I made decisions like she did.
I felt what she felt.
I understand every words she said and thought.

It just that, I know where am I now, and I haven't reach the ending scenes.
But whether or not, my ending will be like hers, I am truly honestly not sure at all.

All I can do now is just Eat.. Pray & Love..

p/s: I need to have the book!

Monday, January 10, 2011

Peace Upon All

Happy New Year!!!
(mmg lambat, takde time nak update)
Peace Upon All…
2011 Resolution: Work Smarter! Go Further! Frequent Laughter!!!
A really great start for this year with Acoustic Nights.
The most exciting and satisfying show I ever get involved with so far..

Thanks so much to our talented artistes;
Aizat, Zainal Abidin, Bittersweet, Pesawat, Adibah Noor and especially Atilia the Producer of Acoustic Nights.. for making it happened tastefully..

And most importantly a million thanks to Adam (me boss) for giving me the chance to start this year with smile and laughter. Idea lu memang gempak ar boss! Salute!!!And also to Bsync Productions team! Love you guys lots!

p/s: thanks to all my friends who went and support the show! For those who missed, you can watch this live recording on Astro Hitz Channel 705 soon!