a l o n e

loneliness is always scary! at least for me.
but right now, at this moment all i want is to be alone.
i don't want to think about past or future.
i just want my mind to be empty.

i seriously need some space.
not from family or friends or people.
but from myself. from my own juggling mind.
coz right now i feel so lost.
i don't know what i want, what's going on inside this head.
i feel so restless and i don't even know why.

someone told me that my heart is always stronger than my head.
isn't it supposed to be like that?
i thought it was designed that way?
if u don't feel good about your decision, doesn't it mean that the decision was wrong?

p/s: omg! i'm in a mess right now. i think i just need some rest. zzzzzz...