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p/s: impian...

Do you remember?

1999, North Malaysia -

It's 9.00pm and my heart beating so fast..
I looked at the wall-clock on my right and turned my head to the left to look outside the window once again..
His porch was still dark..

9.15pm.
God! I can't open my eyes..
It's too quiet.. super silence..
I can hear the sound of a pen falling so loud and clear..
My eyes slowly closing....

9.25pm
I can't stand it anymore..
I looked at the book in front of me..
'Sejarah. Tingkatan 3'
I turned the pages and stopped when I read
'Pya Songram Ramu Wisit Asmara Pya Perlis' (if i'm not mistaken)
Smiled alone...

9.30pm
Damn! he's right in front of me.. standing tall..
no question and no explanation..
He signaled and I raised my left hand in the air..
Piap!!!!! piap...!! piap....! (echo)

Then he reached for the red book..
He turned the pages impatiently until he found an empty one..
Some of my friends' book were still empty..
He returned it back to me..
I looked at it and read silently...
'senyum masa study'

p/s: just reminiscing.. We used to call him Pak Mahad.. My warden.. Today I added him on fb.. Not quite sure if he remember me and those days..

AidilFitri

From the bottom of my heart..
May all the mistakes and sins be forgiven..
May all ungrateful be forgotten..
May all the bad words be erased..

...and those wonderful memories stay...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

p/s: i'm browsing and found AJ File and wonder why I made room for mistake..!

Round

If Columbus is not wrong..
when i turn right and you turn left..
we should just keep walking..
and at some point..
We'll meet...

I won't wait and you shouldn't too..

When we finally met, there will be so much to exchange and share..
And we can walk the circle together afterward..
With love, pride & joy...

p/s: can't despise the faith.. and i believe you wouldn't too...

am i right?

first of all.. this post is meant for you..

so i guess i was right all these while..
you are not meant for me..
we are better as friends although it's just a virtual friendship..
don't you agree?

...



we shared amazing memories..
you thought me a lot of lessons..
you helped me in almost everything..
i admit...

up to the point where I somehow doubt if there's really someone better..

I broke your heart..
I turn you down..
I walked away..
for that, i'm really sorry..

But...
you are now perfectly happy..

So...
please tell me that i made the right decision after all..
that she is better for you which means there is the one for me too...

p/s: can you be my forever friends?

dream far

Imagination is better than knowledge...

p/s: i'll make it happen.. my way...

Korapsi

If only they realized how big is the affect towards one's small life..
I work hard enough for this to loose it just like that..
Not even get the chance to present..

Why don't you just told us beforehand..

"Hi, please come for a meeting. Don't forget to use your own money traveling to this faraway land to meet us and then go back and wreck your brain thinking of how we are going to make this happen well, and waste all your time including those berbuka puasa with family & friends to think of the ideas then design everything and don't come back because we actually don't really need you for this is just a procedure which we actually already have our own people for this.."

Thank you Malaysia! I always heart you!

p/s: this is one hell of f-ing corrupshit! and those were just 20% of the whole story..