this way

what will you feel if sumone in this world can't live comfortably without you?
And all you know is you didn't do anything much..

and people say you should move forward or just stay away.

can I actually choose to stay this way coz i prefer forever..

p/s: unconditional

success revenge

someone once said
"success is the sweetest form of revenge"

what will you say to a person if you are now successful but it was not a sweet revenge at all cause you wish you are sharing that celebration with that person?

Perfect Partner

just want to let you know that I am really sorry.
it's been too long since i said this to you but 'i love you'.

i was always been trying to proof that you don't love me.
i guess i'm too afraid to trust you.

and now when i finally believe you, i realized that you have gone too far ahead...

p/s: and i'll stay here, mourning for a while...

inside thoughts

it's been so long and I have no one to share this..

what if i'm still with him?
how would it be?
will we be happy?

i don't know..

there are days, times & moments
when i wish he was with me
tell me that everything is gonna be alright
like he always did..

yes, it took me so long..
to realize that he is gone..
to reminiscence and actually admit to myself..
i made mistake.. it was a mistake..

but i know it's just too late..
we can't turn back..
he won't turn back..

all i know is he is now in no more misery..
smiling.. happy..

thank you for giving me so much to remember..
i'll pray for your happiness.. always..
for that's all i can give..

p/s: sometimes i wish i could see your face.. to make sure that you were real..

Letter

10 things i hate about you!

1. i try not to remember.. but the memories are getting clearer...
2. i try not to think of you, but my fingers googled your name..
3. i try to keep my ego, but i keep losing the grip..
4. i try to keep the thought that u are not good for me, but your kindness & sincerity keep popping in my head.
5. i try comparing you with everyone, but you keep winning the fight..
6. i try to keep the bad memories, but it always sweeter than present.
7. i try to say that i hate you, but it hurts inside.
8. i try to erase your name from my mind, but it's getting clearer in my heart..
9. i don't want you let alone live with you, but its getting unsure..
10. i don't want you to know that i actually really love you..but i am writing this to u...

p/s: please tell me you don't love me.

manipulation

when i was driving this morning, i suddenly came across something that lead me to share with you my thoughts of the day..

for centuries, we growing up with believe that man is higher than woman.
i grew up believing that.
no matter what, man will always be the best leader.
yes, 'leader'.. and they should be..

but what happened was 'some of them' abused the faith.
some who were born with insecurity, low-self esteem, yet egoistic.
so they 'create' this thing, use it and manipulate women who have all the faith in their leadership!

when men did 'things' it's called "cool or okay"! but when women did 'the same things' it's called "cheap or stupid"..

think about it...

p/s: true man believe in facts and understanding.

Hachiko

It's been quite a while since i cried wholeheartedly watching a movie.

The last movie that made me cry was 'Children of Heaven'.

Today i've cried like i never been crying before watching this greatest emotional movie i ever watch..

Base on a true story, here i recommend you to watch this heartwarming American adaptation of a Japanese tale about a loyal dog named HACHIKO..

p/s: sebelum tekan play, make sure ada tisue sekotak kat sebelah mkay!