Belum

Belum kita bermula
Belum dalam pon rasa
Terhenti tiba-tiba
Kerna cerita lama

Kuucap semua kata
Tiada janji ku cipta
Cuma ikhlas semata
Tak perlu kau terima

Kalau kau bukan milikku
Bukan yang aku tunggu
Perlukah kau tahu
Kau hampiri hatiku

Suatu waktu nanti
Belum ada yang pasti
Kita takkan mengerti
Belum yang bukan kini

p/s: try not to think of you.. you smile then i melt... broke the rules...

Blank

I need IDEAS, like seriously..
Whining does no justice.. i'm still blank..
Nowhere to start always the hardest part..

I'm too busy to post about Singapore..
But I desperately wanna write something..

I got a priority which somehow is really hard to focus on..
my mind is like a helium balloon now..
I need to hold the rope really tightly or it will fly so high..
luckily standing proudly beside me is the greatest day-dreaming catcher..
But it's not pretty nice to get caught floating, ain't it?

p/s: i'm tired with this game already...

Impossible

p/s: I was careless I forgot

Once

A good movie combines with great songs.
Nice...

p/s: i'm thinking of you smiling

Kosong

Lately I feel empty..

I have so many friends..
I got too much works..
I have not enough time..
How can empty actually took place..?

I wonder...

so what's the plan now..?

an idea crossed my mind just now.

i wanted to enjoy that place. a home i call.
i can imagine it clearly, feel it...

driving on that big road while listening to 'deliver us'...

stop at NZ and buy a big bottle of coke, or a bottle of red tea,
or better a bottle of apple flavored Barbican!
also a packet of chicken flavored Bika.

walking passed by lingling.. hot!
then the printing shop.. reminiscences those spraymount days and smile.
look down and walk..
those leaves on the rocks.. some cats at the side..

the swings.. and yes of course, that rock bench under the tree.
sit at the second bench on it's right side and look up.
once that tree was my sitting heights, but now i can only see the moon in between leaves.

after a while...

walk towards block C.
munching the balance of Bika..
passed by Blok B's swimming pool..
stop by at townhouse's swimming pool.
sitting under the coconut tree and view those sparkling moon rays's on the water...
...until i see those familiar face...

p/s: you'll find me...

Berakit

kata pepatah "Berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian.. Bersakit-sakit dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.."

Ya, aku sedang berakit..
Sedang menuju ke hulu..

Tuhan Maha Kaya.
Walau hambanya tak mengingati-Nya setiap masa, tapi Dia tetap memberikan apa yg dipinta.
Beruntunglah mereka-mereka yang senantiasa mendekati-Nya.
Pasti termakbul setiap permintaan.

"Bekerjalah seperti kita akan hidup seribu tahun lagi.."

Maafkan saya kerana terlalu sibuk mengejar cita-cita.
Maafkan saya kerana tiada masa utk kalian semua.

Ini semua bukan untuk saya sahaja.
Cita-cita saya utk memberikan yg terbaik buat semua yg telah berjasa.
Jadi maafkanlah saya untuk hanya seketika cuma...

p/s: buat keluarga tercinta. saya terpaksa. ini untuk kita semua. maafkan saya. insyaAllah ada pulangan buat semuanya. tolong doakan saya, kerana ia bukan utk saya sahaja. baik & buruk sekarang, semoga indah di akan datang.