Kali yg ke-Dua

I've been wondering whether or not I deserve a second chance.

After what I've done.. Too proud to even admit my mistake & apologize truly..

As time pass by, I realized that I will not be getting any..

After 2 long years, I accepted that it's already become history, past tense..

No turning back, no second chance...

And then... it happen... God finally answer my prayer..

It may not be fully the same but it's better, as I always wanted..

Thank you Ya Allah.. You are indeed the most merciful...

And this time I won't loose it again..

I won't make room for unforgivable mistake..

Areyang,

Thank you so much for loving me..

For accepting me the way I am, an imperfect human being..

I'm sorry to say that you sometimes remind me of him..

I believe, you are my second chance..

And I'm glad I made a mistake the first time...

For it shaped me the way I am today and leads me to you...

p/s: good things happen when we least expected it.. just be patient...

The Way

Don't treat me like a maid..
For I will hate your voice over..

Don't treat me like a mother..
For you will hate my voice over and over..

Don't treat me like a daughter..
For you will have to listen to me no matter..

Don't treat me like a sister..
For I will not listen to you forever..

Treat me as Your Other..
Or you may call it Lover..
For we will always understand each other..

p/s: DM.. ;)

Areyang~

I was ordered to go to the show on a very last minute basis (as usual).

It was bored at first (pasal takde keje)..

Sat behind me boss and watch him working.. Suddenly a guy in army pants with covered face walked in front of me.. And my heart melt immediately.. :P

He wanted to use me mac suddenly, and I let him be.. we didn't talk to each other at all..

After show, he suddenly asked me "nak balik dah? bile nak jumpe lagi?" and I remembered answering "bile ada show lagi.." huhu.. *blushed*

As I was driving back, I can't keep him off my head.. Smiling all the way.. haha!
And at one point, I was screaming so loud in my car "Ya Allah! Aku nak dia..!!!" alone of course..
haha LOL!

I didn't know his name, I forgot his company name, I know nothing about this guy..

For a few weeks... there's no sign of him at all, we got no show and truthfully I have lost ways to find him..

I thought we will never see each other again...

God's will...

we met again.. at my studio.. this time we get to know each other...

Today... he call me sayang... the end.

p/s: i think i deserve a beautiful thing...~

pss: Sore - 7/7/11 - Bentley Music

Eid 1432

p/s: May all sins be forgiven, as all mistakes learnt.. May a year older be a year wiser.. Happy Eid-Mubarak 1432 to all Muslims all over the world.. Untuk semua yg mengenali, maaf zahir batin...~

Jumpe Lagi..?

I think i'm used to difficult makes easy seems a little unrealistic.

Sometimes I used to fail, success just feels unacceptable.

Pray.. Believe.. Accept...

p/s: Dear God, i am grateful for every prayer you granted... YOU ARE.. the most merciful!

LailatulQadr

Al-Qadr (Power, Fate)

Translation of the Qur'an, Surah 97:

097.001

YUSUFALI: We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the Night of Power:

097.002

YUSUFALI: And what will explain to thee what the night of power is?

097.003

YUSUFALI: The Night of Power is better than a thousand months.

097.004

YUSUFALI: Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by Allah's permission, on every errand:

097.005

YUSUFALI: Peace!...This until the rise of morn!

p/s: Sodakallahul'azim...

Ahlan wa-Sahlan

Ahlan wa-sahlan Ya Ramadhan..

P/s: For the first time in my entire life, I won't be able to start fasting on the 1st of Ramadhan.

:(

.........

I would like to express my gratitude..

For every prayers granted.. syukur Alhamdulillah...

I planned my life, I work for it.. But Allah knows better.

He took away what I wanted, but He gave me what I needed..

For that, thank you Ya Allah.. for I am just your creation...

I made mistakes...

Hope Ramadhan will bring me closer to You... Amiiiiin~