Twenty Twelve

Welcome 2012!

P/s: I celebrate new year by the beach for the first time.. ;)

Big Fat Cheech

Let me introduce you to someone close to my heart...

he's a Big Fat Cat living in a studio called

Bsync Productions..

Being a supervisor, he stalks me a lot!

Hello..!

Meet Mohd Cheech..! :D

most of the time, he just spend his days..

snorring heavily...~ pfft

dia makan 'Fussie Cat' 2 kali sehari..

sekian...

p/s: Cheech pernah hilang 3 hari sebab merajuk food dia abis.. :(

Landasan Durian

Sape yang tahu kat Ulu Bernam ada airport?

Dan sape yang pernah jumpe airport di dusun durian?

Pernah tengok kapal terbang parking di bawah pokok durian??

Aku dah pergi, tengok dan ambil gambar.. hehehe... ^_^

A weekend getaway with my family and beloved areyang..

Thank you so much to Kapten OpsIterForgotHisName (nanti aku tanya abah) for inviting us to visit this amazing land of his..

A peaceful place located in the middle of palm oil plantation, at the border of Selangor and Perak, it took us about one and a half hour drive from Shah Alam..

This airfield can accomodate a few private airplanes.

They also provide flying lesson (I so gonna learn how to fly!!)

Owh, did I mention that this land is also a Dusun Durian?? Heaven..!

The best part about this place is, there's a few challets should anyone interested in spending a night or two here!

What a sweet holiday...~

p/s: I'll be back.. with equipments.. ^_^

the Most Important thing

Salah: Life’s Forgotten Purpose

Man has taken many journeys throughout time. But there is one journey that nobody has ever taken.

Nobody—except one.

On a vehicle no man has ever ridden, through a path no soul has ever seen. To a place no creation has ever before set foot. It was the journey of one man to meet the Divine. It was the journey of Muhammad ﷺ, prophet of God, to the highest heaven.

It was al Israa wal Miraaj (the magnificent journey).

On that journey Allah took his beloved prophet ﷺ to the seventh heaven—a place not even angel Gibreel could enter. In the Prophet’s mission on earth, every instruction, every commandment was sent down through angel Gibreel. But, there was one commandment that was not. There was one commandment so important, that rather than sending angel Gibreel down with it, Allah brought the Prophet ﷺ up to Himself.

That commandment was salah (prayer). When the Prophet ﷺ was first given the command to pray, it was to be fifty times in a day. After asking Allah to make it easier, the commandment was eventually reduced to five times a day, with the reward of the fifty.

Reflecting upon this incident scholars have explained that the process of going from fifty to five was a deliberate one, intended to teach us the true place salah should hold in our lives. Imagine for a moment actually praying fifty times a day. Would we be able to do anything else but pray? No. And that’s the point. What greater way than that to illustrate our life’s true purpose? As if to say, salah is our real life; all the rest that we fill our day with…just motions.

And yet, we live as if it’s exactly the opposite. Salah is something we squeeze into our day, when we find time—if that. Our ‘lives’ don’t revolve around salah. Salah revolves around our ‘lives.’ If we’re in class, salah is an afterthought. If we’re at the mall, the Macy’s sale is more urgent. Something is seriously wrong when we put aside the very purpose of our existence in order to watch a basketball game.

And that is for those who even pray at all. There are those who have not only put aside their life’s purpose, they have abandoned it completely. What we often don’t realize about the abandonment of salah is this: No scholar has ever held the opinion that committing zina(fornication) makes you a disbeliever. No scholar has ever held the opinion that stealing, drinking or taking drugs makes you a disbeliever. No scholar has even claimed that murder makes you a non-Muslim. But, about salah, some scholars have said he who abandons it, is no longer Muslim. This is said based on ahadith such as this one: “The covenant between us and them is prayer, so if anyone abandons it, he has become a disbeliever.” [Ahmad]

Imagine an act so egregious that the Prophet ﷺ would speak about it is such a way. Consider for a moment what satan did wrong. He didn’t refuse to believe in Allah. He refused to make one sajdah. Just one. Imagine all the sajdahs we refuse to make.

Consider the seriousness of such a refusal. And yet, think how lightly we take the matter ofsalah. Salah is the first thing we will be asked about on the Day of Judgment, and yet it is the last thing that is on our mind. The Prophet ﷺ said: “The first thing which will be judged among a man’s deeds on the Day of Resurrection is the Prayer. If this is in good order then he will succeed and prosper but if it is defective then he will fail and will be a loser.” [Tirmidhi]

On that Day, the people of paradise will ask those who have entered Hell-fire, why they have entered it. And the Qur’an tells us exactly what their first response will be: ”What led you into Hell Fire? They will say: ‘We were not of those who prayed.’” (Qur’an, 74:42-43)

How many of us will be among those who say “we were not of those who prayed, or we were not of those who prayed on time, or we were not of those who made prayer any priority in our lives?” Why is it that if we’re in class or at work or fast asleep at the time of fajr and we need to use the restroom, we make time for that? In fact, the question almost sounds absurd. We don’t even consider it an option not to. And even if we were taking the most important exam of our lives, when we need to go, we will go. Why? Because the potentially mortifying consequences of not going, makes it a non-option.

There are many people who say they don’t have time to pray at work or school, or while they’re out. But how many have ever said they don’t have time to go to the bathroom, so while out, at work or school have opted instead to just wear Depends? How many of us just don’t feel like waking up at Fajr time if we need to use the bathroom, and choose instead to wet our bed? The truth is we’ll get out of bed, or leave class, or stop work, to use the bathroom, but not to pray.

It sounds comical, but the truth is we put the needs of our body above the needs of our soul. We feed our bodies, because if we didn’t, we’d die. But so many of us starve our souls, forgetting that if we are not praying our soul is dead. And ironically, the body that we tend to is only temporary, while the soul that we neglect is eternal.

taken from http://www.yasminmogahed.com/

Qur'an 7:158 Surah Al-A'raf
Say (O Muhammad): "O men! I am sent unto you all as the apostle of Allah to Whom belongeth the dominion of the heavens and the earth: there is no god but He: it is He that giveth both life and death. So believe in Allah and His apostle the unlettered Prophet who believed in Allah and His words: follow him that (so) ye may be guided."

p/s: Because I'm human.. I am forgetful...

Kali yg ke-Dua

I've been wondering whether or not I deserve a second chance.

After what I've done.. Too proud to even admit my mistake & apologize truly..

As time pass by, I realized that I will not be getting any..

After 2 long years, I accepted that it's already become history, past tense..

No turning back, no second chance...

And then... it happen... God finally answer my prayer..

It may not be fully the same but it's better, as I always wanted..

Thank you Ya Allah.. You are indeed the most merciful...

And this time I won't loose it again..

I won't make room for unforgivable mistake..

Areyang,

Thank you so much for loving me..

For accepting me the way I am, an imperfect human being..

I'm sorry to say that you sometimes remind me of him..

I believe, you are my second chance..

And I'm glad I made a mistake the first time...

For it shaped me the way I am today and leads me to you...

p/s: good things happen when we least expected it.. just be patient...

The Way

Don't treat me like a maid..
For I will hate your voice over..

Don't treat me like a mother..
For you will hate my voice over and over..

Don't treat me like a daughter..
For you will have to listen to me no matter..

Don't treat me like a sister..
For I will not listen to you forever..

Treat me as Your Other..
Or you may call it Lover..
For we will always understand each other..

p/s: DM.. ;)

Areyang~

I was ordered to go to the show on a very last minute basis (as usual).

It was bored at first (pasal takde keje)..

Sat behind me boss and watch him working.. Suddenly a guy in army pants with covered face walked in front of me.. And my heart melt immediately.. :P

He wanted to use me mac suddenly, and I let him be.. we didn't talk to each other at all..

After show, he suddenly asked me "nak balik dah? bile nak jumpe lagi?" and I remembered answering "bile ada show lagi.." huhu.. *blushed*

As I was driving back, I can't keep him off my head.. Smiling all the way.. haha!
And at one point, I was screaming so loud in my car "Ya Allah! Aku nak dia..!!!" alone of course..
haha LOL!

I didn't know his name, I forgot his company name, I know nothing about this guy..

For a few weeks... there's no sign of him at all, we got no show and truthfully I have lost ways to find him..

I thought we will never see each other again...

God's will...

we met again.. at my studio.. this time we get to know each other...

Today... he call me sayang... the end.

p/s: i think i deserve a beautiful thing...~

pss: Sore - 7/7/11 - Bentley Music