Feelings

Its been a while, and i think I've neglected this blog too long already..
There's too many things happened in my life lately..
good things.. bad things.. great things, worst things..
And i have a mixture of feelings right now..
Sometimes i feel like crying, sometimes I think I'm the happiest person on earth..
i feel sad, i feel happy, i feel weird, i miss, i love, i hate...
God! what happen to me?

My life now is miserable and blissful at the same time..
I can't even explain whats happening to myself, let alone explaining it to others..
A friend of mine told me once..
"We control our own life, but sometimes things just happen.."

p/s: just smile and wave..~