Repose

That's all I need right now..
I just want a day off. A day without mind. A day that I can think about nothing.
A day that I can fully repose. Can I? Should I?
I so need a holiday. A real vacation. Where I can smile sincerely, laugh wholeheartedly. Talk nonsensically.

I want to cry but I have no tears.
I want to scream but I have no voice.
The worst part is I don't even know why.
I don't even know what's my problems.
I am lost. So lost...