Denial..~

I would like to apologize to everyone i touched in my entire life..

Everything good is definitely from Him and every thing bad, i'm truly really sorry..

I'm a normal human beings.. i made mistakes...

i hope you can teach me, bear with me, and forgive me along the way...

thank you so much for coloring my life..

to be honest at this very memonet, i forgive all of you..

may your life full with laughter and happiness...

should i be away....

just please only remember my smile.... ;)

p/s: I wanted twelve so badly i skipped eleven...

yes, i realized i am in denial... please forgive me Allah..~

while you were away..

Hi awak.. saya rindu awak.. ini untuk awak... ;)

dalam perhubungan ada suka ada duka.. ada ketawa, ada juga marah-marah..

selagi kita masih bersama, belajar menerima...

insyaAllah... kalau jodoh pasti tak ke mana..

terima setiap ketentuan-Nya..

untuk awak tahu.. saya sayang awak dan hargai setiap pengorbanan awak..

terima kasih... a'are.. my areyang.. :)

p/s: hati ini bukan milikku lagi...~

Confessions

I have two confessions to make:

Pengakuan Pertama:

i...miss.......................................................................abah...

i love the way abah drives.. so much..! in fact i admire..

i used to gave full concentration on what he was doing while driving..

how easily he changed the gear.. how relaxing..

how i wanted to drive like him all the while...

aku ingat lagi..

ada sekali ni kami nak balik ke kampung dari alor star (kenduri rasanya)..

tukar kereta dengan paksu pasai keta dia besaq sikit.. :P

masa nak balik, aku tgk abah mengantuk ja... semua yg lain dah lena, aku je la yg berjaga.. dr rear mirror aku nampak abah terlelap kat highway.. panik aku seketika..!

tapi dia relax ja bila aku kejutkan, terus tgk side mirror, bagi signal kiri , dan menghala ke R&R untuk cuci muka...

masa tu aku baru lagi la dapat lesen, maka dengan berbesar hatinya (excited gila!) aku offer la diri nak drive..

abah bersetuju... :D

relax ja, kaki kanan pon tak berapa nak tekan minyak sangat...

hujan renyai2, semua dah lena... aku bawak pon syahdu je la...

demi mendapatkan kepercayaan penuh abah untuk terus memandu... huhu...

dari jauh aku nampak Plaza Tol Juru.. aku pon makin slow... maintain...

menghala straight ke lorong Touch & Go...

tiba-tiba! ada kereta ni keluar secara mengejut dari lorong tunai di sebelah kiri tak jauh depan aku.. aku terkejut n tekan break (terkuat sikit), abah tersedar n ntah bila masa dia tekan, tetiba aku dengar bunyi hon dari kereta aku.. huhu.. seumur hidup aku, itulah first time aku saksikan abah tekan hon............ (-_-)"

aku terdiam, tunggu nak kena marah.. tapi abah tak marah.. tanya aku ok ke dak.. pastu dia berjaga terus sampai ke umah tokwan... aku teruskan pemanduan dengan aman... (bila mama dah sambung tidur.. hehe)

i hit a car a few days back.. so it was not really the same..

tapi abah.. as usual, when i called, he very calmly asked me whether i'm ok or not.. asked me to come back, gave me all the documents needed, chit chat for a while with mama too... show me their trip photos to Thailand a few days back (which i was not included.. sob~)..

walaubagaimanapun,

"setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya" .. walaupun hanya seketika, aku bersyukur diberi peluang to spend time with my parents.. hopefully will get more of that... Insyaallah... Amiiin~

Pengakuan Ke-Dua:

Ok yang ni kronik! I am traumatize with d.r.i.v.i.n.g... i guess...

Tadi aku try drive.. Baru je start drive dah rasa tak selesa..

kereta lalu lalang kat tepi rasa mcm gergasi semuanya...

rasa mcm tgh main game.. YANG SCARY & HORROR!!!

pastu tetibe perut cramp.. maka, signal kiri.. chiow..

no more driving for a while..

adoi pon.. penyakit apa-apaan ini....

okay, hopefully will get better soon.. when my baby is ready, i'll be ready too...

p/s: lambat dah.. isk isk.. "pukul 3 pagi..... tidurlah" (suara P.Ramlee) gud nite... let's pray for sweet dreams, sweet days & sweet memories.. Amiiin~

29th February

Today, after 4 years.. there's 29 days in the month of February..

Means this year is longer than last year..

my baby got hurt... for the first time in my entire life, I hit a car..

Agak teruk kecederaan kereta yg dilanggar... sian brader tu.. nama dia Iron.. sorry bro..

Special thanks to my areyang for helping me out with this..

mmg tak tau nak buat apa, sebab tak pernah langgar kereta orang...

luckily my baby is tough like me.. :P

but she has to rest for 2 weeks.. lucky her..

I so need vacation... holiday...

I need a book... I need a moment alone..

with nature.. with the world..

I'm simply tired..

p/s: Dear God.. I always believe you... Help me... pleaseeeee~

BerDua lebih baik

bak kata orang Melayu, pejam celik pejam celik.. dah masuk bulan Dua tahun 2012..

a lot of things going on this month..

i thought i was gonna be free (from work) coz me boss has been gone for a long vacation in a very very faraway maryland.... how nice.....

tapi nampaknya masa masih lagi mencemburui aku T_T (entah apa yg dia nak cemburukan).

i didn't even manage to spend a quality time with my love one.. :(

i am really really sorry.. harap dapat bersabar.. lagi dan lagi.. iye.....

this month.. is a month of LOVE.. yes.. Bulan Kasih Sayang...

and this month, a lovely start for this year.. after sooooo long.. i went to my friend's wedding..

yup, i attend my friend's wedding! At last, not a wedding of a stranger, not a wedding of a client.. it's my close friend's wedding....

Congratulations my dearest May!

A guy we met back then... is now your husband who loves you so much!

How unexpected yet so freaking sweet yo...

Dear Muzza, I believe you are the best person to take a good care of my friend..

May Allah bless both of you always.. help you stay in love with each other..

for better and for worst..

As a friend, I'll always support...

p/s: and.. not to forget... happy happy happy birthday to whoever born this month.. May Allah bless you always... smile...~

pss: I Love You.. Yes You! You know who you Are... ;) I know we'll have more time together.. and life will get better.. InsyaAllah.. Amiiiiiin~ of coz i believe, berDua pasti lebih baik...

Missing You

To those who miss me.. who miss home.. who miss their good old days..

This one is for you...

Had a really great time making this video.

Good job to everyone's involve..

Those smile of yours will always be remembered.. Peace!

;)

p/s: first time got involve with Flashmob, and had a great chance to do it in KLIA with my team from Bsync Productions for the client, Enfiniti Vision Media and of course Malaysia Airlines! 

Twenty Twelve

Welcome 2012!

P/s: I celebrate new year by the beach for the first time.. ;)